MICHELLE HERE

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I’m jealous of this people who don’t have to worry about anything.  The worse things that could worry about would be what they’re going to wear tomorrow.  Yet I’m jealous of those who can hide their pain so well.  To understand what they’re going through under that sadistic smile is probably beyond belief.  But they have a strong heart.  If you’re one of those people, just know that your efforts will go a long way.  It doesn’t matter how long you have to struggle, bad things wont stay forever.  Let them pass.   Am I one to talk?  Why yes, I am. It would be nice to have someone you can tell everything too without thinking you’re complaining too much.  Without judging you, without making up quick assumptions.  It’s scary to know who you can trust these days.  Promises are made of bullshit nowadays.  Dramas get more tangled up than Christmas lights. It would be nice, if at least one person understands everything you were going through.  Then that way you would have to save explanations, excuses, and lies for another time.  As long as someone understood, I think my mind would be sane.  I’m tired of hearing the same thing over and over again, especially from those who don’t understand anything.  ”It’s okay you’ll do great”  No, it’s not okay fucking shit.  Tell me something I haven’t heard before.  Eventually I just stopped bothering to tell people because I’m tired of hearing the same thing.  They can’t help.  I’ll just do this by myself.  That’s how its always been from the beginning.   Everything’s hard, but the key is to keep calm and relax.   Nothing is permanent in this world.  Now this, could imply very good things, or very bad things.  

OH GOOD GOD WHAT AM I GETTING MYSELF INTO. OMG WHAT IS WRONG OMGOGMOGMOGM.  POMGOMGOMGOGMOGMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOGMOGMGOMGOGMOGMOGMOGMGOMG  UGH SO EMBARASSING HE KNOWS WHAT IM UP TO. OMG. OMFG.OMFGOMFGOFMGOFGMOMFG IM NOT SLICK OMFG I NEED TO KNOW HOW IS THIS GOING TO HELP WHAT AM I GOING TO DO IF I FOUND OUT. NO0PE NOPE ITS NOT TRUE POKAYN OPE NOPE IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHINGK,SANDKSAFNKJASFNKAJSFN OH MY GOD IT PROBABBYL IS BECAUSE OF THAT OTHER REASON OM IM SO STUPID OMFGOFMGOFMGOFGMOFGM ITS SO STRUE OLNFSAALJSKF

OKAGY IM GOING TO STOP TALKING I THINK IM MAKIGN THINGS WORSE OMG IM SO EMBARRASSING KASJFNKASJFN

OSAFNASLKFM OMG IM SO SORRY FOR BEING SO NOSY SAKFDNAKJFSNJFN